;( 

i understand hows ur feeling

father .

yes . abah or ayah or wateva . abah is satu tempat kita boleh bergantung hidup . tapi kenapa ? masih ramai ayah tak bersikap TANGGUNGJAWAB . susah ka ? u know rite ? ur family need u . ur wife need u . ur children need u . but u ? tak pernah rasa yg family itu sangat berguna . sangat lah berharga . 

responsible

ada tak abah yg tak bertanggungjawab ? ada ! mmg ada . abah yang langsung tak memikirkan tanggungjawab nya sebagai abah . yes . i know it . cause mny of my frens got that type of abah . *i'm sorry to say 

ouhh . seorang abah boleh suruh wife dia yang buat segala-galanya . how dare u abah ? u are not thinking about ur wife . abah memberikan semua tggungjawab abah pada ibu or momma or wat so on . abah doensn't care about ibu feelings . *sometimes my dad were like that too ;(

being a shelter

 shelter ? u know it rite abah . u have to give ur family eat , house , LOVEs . u have to give that abah for your family . but . ada abah yg tak berbuat sedemikian . ok . up to u abah . 

understanding

sometimes , some father and mother also . did not understand our feeling rite ? i think not sometimes . always rite ? yeah . i'm got in that dilemma too . yeah . memang kan ? cause i always feel that . don't u ?

omg . if kita dalam condition yg mcm tuu . we will feel a stupid decision rite ? like wanna 'bunuh diri' laa , 'lari rumah' laa . kan ? yeahh . i say like that cause sometimes i gonna think like that when my mom doesn't want to hear my problem . and just wanna blame me . ouhh . so tell me mom how care are u fer me ?

arrgghh ! i'm not satisfied with that . yeah . i'm serious . my mom always being like that . ouhh . i know , it is all my fault . but sometimes jangan lah asyik nak menyalah kan kita . walhal kita tak bersalah *sometimes 

yeah . who cares . but this is our feeling . and kite tak boleh tipuu . 

so momma and dadda , i love you . but sometimes u make me stress with my life ;(